Post by ASHAH-RAINE WOLFE ! on Aug 8, 2010 19:52:35 GMT -5
UNTIL YOUR DISTRESS SLEEPS,
FILL ME UP WITH YOUR GRIEF
ASHAH-RAINE WOLFE
HI I'M ASHIE • TWENTY YEARS YOUNG • BREEDER
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[/SIZE]FILL ME UP WITH YOUR GRIEF
ASHAH-RAINE WOLFE
HI I'M ASHIE • TWENTY YEARS YOUNG • BREEDER
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♣ WE'LL BE FRIENDS FOREVER ♣
so where would i be without you by my side?
CHILDHOOD FRIENDS;; as a child, i dreamt of the future. even now it doesn't fade
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER;; but is vivid as i look forward so that i'd grow i'd hold
PARTNERS IN CRIME;; the tears in as i watched the scenery i grew up with crush
HER SAVIOR;; under time. i began to run towards that one big dream because my
YOUR SAVIOUR;; good friends were with me. i did my best live well young men
FAMILY FRIENDS;; you're not alone so muster your courage lunge forward, for
RELIABLE FRIEND;; right beyond this you'll be laughing and shining with your
SECRET KEEPER;; friends the steep path that you'll be walking will be lit, but full
ATTACHED AT THE HIP;; of thorns good or bad, from start to finish you're gonna
FAKE FRIEND;; do it anyway, so make your dream come true for those who watch
FRIEND OF A FRIEND;; over you, for the ones you love and for yourself get your
FORMER ENEMIES;; senses to a super high level and walk your own path today i
MORE THAN FRIENDS;; began to run towards that one big dream, because my
CLOSE FRIENDS;; good friends were with me, I did my best even if there's a high
AVERAGE FRIEND;; Wall in our Way we're not stopping We'll break it Down and
DRINKING BUDDIES;; go on towards our dream Live well young Men You're Not
SHOULDER TO CRY ON;; alone, so muster your Courage Lunge forward, for right
GOSSIP GIVER;; beyond this You'll be laughing and shining with your friends
♠ I'D LOVE TO SEE YOU DEAD ♠
keep your friends near and your enemies closer
MUTUAL DISLIKE;; in your letter there are only words i cannot read i want to meet
HE HATES YOU;; you hear it from your mouth, weak with white which i can't get
YOU HATE HIM;; used to just a sigh echoes. though i'd be saved if i only knew the
HARDCORE HATRED;; colour of the sky. i want to someday forget even the deep strug
JEALOUS OF YOU;; gling breaths when even the strength of wishing so seems shriv
JEALOUS OF HIM;; eled up. If i sing "downcast tomorrow" the sleep that comes after
FRIENDS && RIVALRY;; the thorn. the restraint my body was bound by. even the
ENEMY RIVALRY;; mind seems to sleep. the heat that touched my cheeks, is very
FORMER FRIEND;; nostalgically sweet. the shadow i saw in a dim loophole, a warm
BACKSTABBED;; coloured dream. my eyes, in which your impression is left. even
BACKSTABBER;; when the day i lose sight of you comes, you are burned into these
MUTUAL BETRAYAL;; eyes. you do not take me with you, to the days with you and
TOLERANCE;; the sunlight filtering through the trees, the oozing white wavers. it
INSUFFERABLE;; feels like i'll even forget words. where do my tears flow away call
LOVE // HATE;; my name. hold me till i crumble. i'm afraid to lose anything else.
JUST DIE;; where are you singing about me. even if i listen hard, what echoes is my
INDIFFERENT;; uneasy heartbeat. i can't recall the warmth that was left on my
SILENT TREATMENT;; cheek. what i saw in the dim loophole, was a cold-colored
CHEATED ON YOU;; reality i nestle up to. your small wishes of a thousand cranes.
CHEATED ON HER;; without returning the smile, just. in the last memory of count
WORST // ARCH ENEMY;; ing my breaths i hear your voice. in the morning where
YOU'D WATCH HER DIE;; everything was lost. "two would could not be one"
keep your friends near and your enemies closer
MUTUAL DISLIKE;; in your letter there are only words i cannot read i want to meet
HE HATES YOU;; you hear it from your mouth, weak with white which i can't get
YOU HATE HIM;; used to just a sigh echoes. though i'd be saved if i only knew the
HARDCORE HATRED;; colour of the sky. i want to someday forget even the deep strug
JEALOUS OF YOU;; gling breaths when even the strength of wishing so seems shriv
JEALOUS OF HIM;; eled up. If i sing "downcast tomorrow" the sleep that comes after
FRIENDS && RIVALRY;; the thorn. the restraint my body was bound by. even the
ENEMY RIVALRY;; mind seems to sleep. the heat that touched my cheeks, is very
FORMER FRIEND;; nostalgically sweet. the shadow i saw in a dim loophole, a warm
BACKSTABBED;; coloured dream. my eyes, in which your impression is left. even
BACKSTABBER;; when the day i lose sight of you comes, you are burned into these
MUTUAL BETRAYAL;; eyes. you do not take me with you, to the days with you and
TOLERANCE;; the sunlight filtering through the trees, the oozing white wavers. it
INSUFFERABLE;; feels like i'll even forget words. where do my tears flow away call
LOVE // HATE;; my name. hold me till i crumble. i'm afraid to lose anything else.
JUST DIE;; where are you singing about me. even if i listen hard, what echoes is my
INDIFFERENT;; uneasy heartbeat. i can't recall the warmth that was left on my
SILENT TREATMENT;; cheek. what i saw in the dim loophole, was a cold-colored
CHEATED ON YOU;; reality i nestle up to. your small wishes of a thousand cranes.
CHEATED ON HER;; without returning the smile, just. in the last memory of count
WORST // ARCH ENEMY;; ing my breaths i hear your voice. in the morning where
YOU'D WATCH HER DIE;; everything was lost. "two would could not be one"
♥ LOVE IN MY COLD HEART ♥
but can you see past the hard as rock facade?
FINAL;; i seem to sink into the sound of the falling rain this promise is whose
CURRENTS;; dream, who is this dream for? i want to see all of you. i want to
FUTURE LOVERS;; love all if you. it's this way, isn't it? when our hands are
HER FIANCEE;; clutched together, there is this unknown scent coming from
MUTUAL CRUSH;; the opposite one. although i can breathe normally i seem
POSSESSIVE OF HER;; to crumble eventually if you could love me deeper than
POSSESSIVE OF YOU;; just those words i could believe only you standing before
SECRET LOVERS;; me. in the suddenly showing past, the times we would touch
ON/OFF;; could not fill the fragile emptiness floating on those tears. although i
DECEITFUL;; find comfort in this peace, you, who are beside me, are breaking
PAST // SEPERATED;; from my inside. i want to see all of you i want to love all
PAST // UN-FAITHFUL;; of you. the answer is drowning in a smile. you don't
FORBIDDEN LOVE;; love the everyday shadow, when it was lost. we carry those
FLIRTING;; bounds that i can't let disappear. even though i threw those words
PHYSICAL ATTRACTION;; at you, if you could love me could believe only you
SEXUAL ATTRACTION;; standing before me. the suddenly shown past, hurts
UNREQUITED LOVE;; every time you touch me i want to love you to my inner
CRUSH ON HIM;; emptiness. because i won't let you notice how i wipe my tears
CRUSH ON YOU;; there is nothing else to laugh about in front of me. it's not the
SOULMATE;; two of us, concealing this means the good bye how i wish it to be
CHILDHOOD SWEETHEARTS;; us together crying at this farewell more than
but can you see past the hard as rock facade?
FINAL;; i seem to sink into the sound of the falling rain this promise is whose
CURRENTS;; dream, who is this dream for? i want to see all of you. i want to
FUTURE LOVERS;; love all if you. it's this way, isn't it? when our hands are
HER FIANCEE;; clutched together, there is this unknown scent coming from
MUTUAL CRUSH;; the opposite one. although i can breathe normally i seem
POSSESSIVE OF HER;; to crumble eventually if you could love me deeper than
POSSESSIVE OF YOU;; just those words i could believe only you standing before
SECRET LOVERS;; me. in the suddenly showing past, the times we would touch
ON/OFF;; could not fill the fragile emptiness floating on those tears. although i
DECEITFUL;; find comfort in this peace, you, who are beside me, are breaking
PAST // SEPERATED;; from my inside. i want to see all of you i want to love all
PAST // UN-FAITHFUL;; of you. the answer is drowning in a smile. you don't
FORBIDDEN LOVE;; love the everyday shadow, when it was lost. we carry those
FLIRTING;; bounds that i can't let disappear. even though i threw those words
PHYSICAL ATTRACTION;; at you, if you could love me could believe only you
SEXUAL ATTRACTION;; standing before me. the suddenly shown past, hurts
UNREQUITED LOVE;; every time you touch me i want to love you to my inner
CRUSH ON HIM;; emptiness. because i won't let you notice how i wipe my tears
CRUSH ON YOU;; there is nothing else to laugh about in front of me. it's not the
SOULMATE;; two of us, concealing this means the good bye how i wish it to be
CHILDHOOD SWEETHEARTS;; us together crying at this farewell more than
★ BEHIND CLOSED DOORS ★
under the sheets, and I‘m a glorious winner
FLING;; the reverse side of beauty it dyed by beloved filth the firefly that sunk into
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS;; the ocean of glamour denial is a lie over a desire the
FOES WITH BENEFITS;; temperature dyed in contradictions the reasoning worn
SHE’S USING YOU;; on caresses dancing and melting into the youth suddenly ob
YOU‘RE USING HER;; scenely...my mind which falls your seed and my seed never
ONE NIGHT STAND;; mixes. the connection of this blood is eternal. you cannot
SHE’S UNFAITHFUL;; finish suppressing the desire. to true daughter...sexual dis
YOU‘RE UNFAITHFUL;; grace. the heart pounding hunger from stopping a sigh
FORBIDDEN;; without comprehending searching for guren closet mind is distorted
SEXUAL TENSION;; instability please release me before breaking. how long...in
FUCK BUDDIES;; humiliation the countless fatal scar was born. sexual disgrace
MUTUAL LUST;; prohibited bud... reckless driving memory the kin' collapses near
YOU‘RE SUBMISSIVE;; relatives on death...the smell of a cigarette smell breath
SHE’S SUBMISSIVE;; and shit moment that bitter white jam is mixed in side of a
FRATERNIZING;; brain caused an error and goes mad by the sweet bug the tip of
YOUR CONQUEST;; your tongue crawling on my neck, and your hands your desir
HER CONQUEST;; ed facial expression. stain it with guren. closet mind is distorted
YOU TEASE HER;; instability. please release me before breaking. so long...in hum
SHE TEASES YOU;; iliation the final art is your dead face dad which fell to the trap
under the sheets, and I‘m a glorious winner
FLING;; the reverse side of beauty it dyed by beloved filth the firefly that sunk into
FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS;; the ocean of glamour denial is a lie over a desire the
FOES WITH BENEFITS;; temperature dyed in contradictions the reasoning worn
SHE’S USING YOU;; on caresses dancing and melting into the youth suddenly ob
YOU‘RE USING HER;; scenely...my mind which falls your seed and my seed never
ONE NIGHT STAND;; mixes. the connection of this blood is eternal. you cannot
SHE’S UNFAITHFUL;; finish suppressing the desire. to true daughter...sexual dis
YOU‘RE UNFAITHFUL;; grace. the heart pounding hunger from stopping a sigh
FORBIDDEN;; without comprehending searching for guren closet mind is distorted
SEXUAL TENSION;; instability please release me before breaking. how long...in
MUTUAL LUST;; prohibited bud... reckless driving memory the kin' collapses near
YOU‘RE SUBMISSIVE;; relatives on death...the smell of a cigarette smell breath
SHE’S SUBMISSIVE;; and shit moment that bitter white jam is mixed in side of a
FRATERNIZING;; brain caused an error and goes mad by the sweet bug the tip of
YOUR CONQUEST;; your tongue crawling on my neck, and your hands your desir
HER CONQUEST;; ed facial expression. stain it with guren. closet mind is distorted
YOU TEASE HER;; instability. please release me before breaking. so long...in hum
SHE TEASES YOU;; iliation the final art is your dead face dad which fell to the trap
♦ ANOTHER SIDE OF ME ♦
i'd like to know where you fit into all of this
FATHERLY LOVE;; until your distress sleeps fill me up with your grief, until your
MOTHERLY LOVE;; distress sleeps. hello dear my bride, what are you looking at
BROTHERLY LOVE;; with those eyes that cannot even find the butterflies that
SISTERLY LOVE;; have fallen to the ground? what i want to forget, is the pain that
DISTANT FAMILY;; that is too white. i tell myself that i believe. the scar won't dis
CLOSE FAMILY;; appear. dance, dance, let me fall asleep i dance. the tears that
WORK MATES;; do not stop. i kill my voice, lowering my lips to your weakly tremb
YOUR EMPLOYER;; bling hand. hello dear my bride i burn your feet. there is no
WE JUST MET;; longer a need to be near the ringing in your ears. unconsciously i
YOUR SUPERIOR;; vomit; my breath moves along your skin. i smile at the sword
ACQUINTANCES;; that swings reticence. what i want to forget, is the pain that is
PROTECTIVE OVER HER;; too white. i tell myself that i believe. the scar won't dis
PROTECTIVE OF YOU;; appear. in the dream that has become thin, the unawaken
RESPECT HER;; ing reality is reflected. if you will answer that sadness is only the
STALKING YOU;; truth, it's okay if i get hurt...don't forget the pulse that is attract
STALKING HIM;; ed to you who knows pain. right here "good night" dance dance,
OBSESSED WITH HER;; until i fall asleep i dance, the tears that do not stop every
i'd like to know where you fit into all of this
FATHERLY LOVE;; until your distress sleeps fill me up with your grief, until your
MOTHERLY LOVE;; distress sleeps. hello dear my bride, what are you looking at
BROTHERLY LOVE;; with those eyes that cannot even find the butterflies that
SISTERLY LOVE;; have fallen to the ground? what i want to forget, is the pain that
DISTANT FAMILY;; that is too white. i tell myself that i believe. the scar won't dis
CLOSE FAMILY;; appear. dance, dance, let me fall asleep i dance. the tears that
WORK MATES;; do not stop. i kill my voice, lowering my lips to your weakly tremb
YOUR EMPLOYER;; bling hand. hello dear my bride i burn your feet. there is no
WE JUST MET;; longer a need to be near the ringing in your ears. unconsciously i
YOUR SUPERIOR;; vomit; my breath moves along your skin. i smile at the sword
ACQUINTANCES;; that swings reticence. what i want to forget, is the pain that is
PROTECTIVE OVER HER;; too white. i tell myself that i believe. the scar won't dis
PROTECTIVE OF YOU;; appear. in the dream that has become thin, the unawaken
RESPECT HER;; ing reality is reflected. if you will answer that sadness is only the
STALKING YOU;; truth, it's okay if i get hurt...don't forget the pulse that is attract
STALKING HIM;; ed to you who knows pain. right here "good night" dance dance,
OBSESSED WITH HER;; until i fall asleep i dance, the tears that do not stop every
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